Wednesday, September 19, 2012

Push

One of my best inspirations for writing a story has got to be music. Much like the stories I write just from looking at a picture, it's amazing what can be inspired with just a few notes from a song. I'm still working on this story, this is only an excerpt from it at the moment and it has become quite the labor of love.

http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=HMUSjmWIx7w

The song I was listening to was "Push" by Milosh, for some reason the gentle sweeping chimes reminded me of a cityscape, I envisioned a city at night, with quiet streets. As the pace of the song quickens I started to get these images coming to mind, someone running, maybe being chased? That final buildup and release, that apex "the push" brought to mind so many fleeting images and stories I just had to write something down. What if those three opening notes in the song could be integrated into the story somehow? I began to sculpt a world around this song, the three chiming notes of a curfew alert, the steady drum beat of a stranger darting across rooftops, the hollow echoing loneliness of an empty street, and the push, a revelation.

Here's what became of it.



Curfew
Chapter 1
                This city is a different place at night. The pristine white-walled concrete sky-scrapers and boldly contrasted advertisements no longer hurt to look at. The corporate color pallet of sterile whites and popping reds, yellows, and greens were lulled into a subdued, docile twilight. The wet glassy streets reflected the traffic light’s shift; a glossy streak of red sat atop shallow black puddles. The long walks home from my night classes were the ones I cherished the most. Probably the most romantic time of my life as well, everything was ideal, and I had the night to myself.  I would always make playlists with music for just the right mood on my DMP and listen to them on the way home. The songs were usually ambient electronic songs, really soft beats, soothing melodies and reverberating chimes, it was like someone had turned water into an instrument. Police sirens way off in the distance, probably in another district, seemed to blend seamlessly into the song. I marveled in the color of the night, the boggy mist blending, blurring and scattering lights, the quiet and calm. I couldn’t help but smile. I took my headphones off as I came to the step of my apartment building, I could hear the curfew tone ringing out down the streets.
                “This is a message from the Public Security Service, curfew will begin in twenty minutes, the time is 9:40PM” Followed by those three toned chimes ‘Doo,doo, doo’
                My sweatshirt clung to me as I peeled it off in a foray of static; the warm dry sheets were there to catch me.  I turned on the TV, the blaring color poured into the dark room. Super models appeared on screen with their platinum shined hair and flawless smiles, but after the first five commercials for Dangst: Age Reversing Skin Cream, I turned it off. I can hear the screech of a saxophone from the neighbors across the street. I opened my window and shouted up at him. “Hey man, that’s a noise violation, some of us are tryin’ to sleep!” I heard the sirens from earlier, no longer waning in the distance, but coming up the street.  The noisy musician quickly slammed his window shut, I did the same. I rested my eyes some more, against the sound of the muted sirens and the tapping of rain against the roof. The tapping grew louder and heavier, I went over to the window to see how badly it was coming down, but it wasn’t. I opened the window again, to get a better look- a dark figure and a pair of shoes slammed into my chest, knocking the wind out of me.  I staggered back into a desk. A young woman tumbled over me and caught her fall as she landed on her hands. Her face obscured by the darkness that clouded the room. I heard boots stomping up the stairwell, orders shouting, rooms being checked.
                “Shit, is that PSec?!” I put my ear to the door.
                “Mmm.”  She starts toward the door way and stops for an instant. With what seemed like a second thought she grabbed me by the wrist and asked “How fast can you run?”
                “Run? What, you’re joking right, this is- I don’t have any shoes, you- who are you?!”
 Before I can move another thought out of my mouth she shoves me out the door and starts toward the stairs. I stumble into the flashlight beams of 4 Public Security officers. “Freeze, PSec, don’t move!” For a moment in time I felt I was caught in some paralyzing grasp of authority, their lights and guns beating down on me. In a panicked surge of adrenaline I broke for the stairs. I heard more officer’s boots stomp upwards after us. I was in awe at how fast she cleared the distance from my room to the stairwell.  She leapt from step to step like a deer, she was so quick, even under the light I couldn’t make out her face.
Gasping for air I finally caught up to her at the roof top, my lungs on fire, wheezing out mucus. “Maybe it’s been a while since my last jog.” I struggle to catch my breath. “Well- do you have some sort of get-away ride waiting for you?”
I couldn’t exactly see her face clearly, but I heard a pleasant “Hmm”, her breath still steady as if she’d been walking a snail’s pace. Without a word she turned and with a running start leapt to the adjacent building. I sat there in disbelief, ready to just have the officers arrest me.  I stepped to the ledge and looked down at the barren alley below; I imagined my face splattered all across the pavement. I took a step back and attempted to get a running start, as soon as I saw the ledge coming closer I lost my footing in a fit of panic and veered off to the left. “Holy shit, no,no, no, we’re not doing this!”
She shrugged and began to hustle towards the next building, I looked behind me to see the PSec officers trampling down the door. Without a thought I sprinted and dove from one ledge to the other, I hung in the air for a second, not thinking about falling short of the ledge, or how easily I could lose my footing. I slid against the coarse textured rooftop trying to catch my momentum whilst shredding the bare soles of my feet. I looked up and saw that she was already on her way across the landscape of rooftops, I tried to keep a steady pace, I stuttered at every ledge like a kid dipping his feet in the deep end. The wind rushed through my face and I slammed my abdomen right into the ledge of the next building, a brief instant of crunching, invigorating pain,the shock of it almost made me lose my grip, but I dug my fingers into the graveled rooftop, scraping skin from my hands, and heaved my body over.
Going through the thought process, in my head, none of it made sense to me. I was totally out of my element, but it was like nothing I’d ever experienced before , running and diving from rooftop to rooftop, over balconies  and up fire escapes, it may sound cliché but I’d never felt so alive. The wind whipping through my hair created a vacuum of sound, everything was quiet and still, I could hear the sound of my footsteps, the sound of the final curfew chiming, its’ tone more soothing now, weaving through the empty streets. In the moment I could only describe it as pure momentum. I had forgotten about the pain, my fear of heights or the officers chasing me with guns.  The more I let go and let the momentum take control, the easier I moved.  That momentum kept me going, like a high or an energy boost, not like adrenaline but not in an anxious fight or flight kind of way this was much more calm, much more certain, like a wave ebbing and flowing with my movements; this was pure freedom, pure life.



Tuesday, September 18, 2012

Down by the sea...

Recently I've been getting into aquascaping/ aquarium keeping, one of my very passionate labors of love has been my 55 gallon aquarium.
Here's where we started

Keeping in mind I didn't know too much about aquariums I hit the wall with a lot of trial and error. Followed by much more error. Cloudy gross muddy tank for 3 days straight, I finally got it clean, then I'd have to move a rock or add substrate, then back to mud city! Boo on that!

Eventually things got stabilized and I threw in whatever living thing I could find, and surprisingly it's been smooth sailing. A few algae blooms here and there but none of these horror stories I've been hearing! Which is most excellent!

Of course, what would an aquarium be without shrimp, and I found these beautiful little yellow neocaridina shrimp on the internet. They're such tenacious little cleaners, and so fun to watch! Friendly too! Whenever I stick my hand in the tank they scurry over and start cleaning my fingers.

There's something amazingly wonderful and satisfying about cultivating something and watching it grow.  Eventually I want to sculpt it more to my liking and make it more of a work of landscaping art rather than just a fish tank but, baby steps. Baby steps.

How does I shot blog?

I remembered the password to my blog! I think I'm gonna start using this thing!  With my upcoming trip to Russia (date TBA) and other goings on, I really feel like I should start recording my thoughts, experiences, ideas, etc. And even if no one is reading it, I will still get satisfaction out of "getting it out there". Very exciting things!

Tuesday, January 25, 2011

Remember, no Russian...

In recent news Moscow Domodedovo airport was attacked by a suicide bomber, killing 30 people, and injuring hundreds more. As expected, video games are coming under the cross hairs of the media, Modern Warfare 2 to be specific. Now this topic alone makes me rage really hard so I'll break this crap into pieces so its easier to digest.

1. What's all the fuss about?
 Media outlets are labeling the level "No Russian" in MW 2, a possible  "inspiration" for the attack on the  Domodedovo airport. Russian media in specific is trying to link MW 2 to this real life terrorist attack. In all cases like this, the easiest scape goat for the media, is a violent video game.

2. Dude, What's "No Russian"?
Remember...
 The undoubtedly controversial mission "No Russian" in CoD Modern Warfare 2, is a mission in which the player takes on the role of a deep cover CIA operative tasked with getting intel on a high profile Russian, ultra-nationalist, terrorist, bad guy, whatever you fancy to call him. This agent which the player fills the shoes of, has infiltrated the group and is chosen to launch an attack at a crowded, fictional Moscow Airport. The title "No Russian" comes from the first words Makarov (The bad guy) utters to you before you leave the elevator, "Remember, no Russian.", his goal is to make the attack seem like the doings of Americans. Now this mission is optional in the game, there is a warning of violent disturbing content, and you may choose to skip the mission.

3. That seems a bit too disturbing to put into a video game.
Now, show footage of this mission to any adult or someone who does not have much experience with video games, they may say things like "That's aweful!" or " Is this what kids consider fun these days?" Maybe "This is a game?!".  It's bad, I acknowledge that. But the purpose of this mission is not to "rack up points" as most parents think video games are still about. This mission is here to immerse the player in the story. That may seem extreme to some, but its more effective (in my opinion) to establish Makarov as the bad guy, if you are witnessing first hand, his terrible agenda. SHOOTING CIVILIANS IS NOT SUPPOSED TO BE FUN. The player is not supposed to enjoy firing into the crowded lines at the airport, the player is supposed to feel like a monster, the player is supposed to have a reason to hate this man.  Which brings me to something else I said earlier. Video games these days are not about getting the high score, or getting to the next level, or killing the most guys. Many (not all) people play games to be told an awesome story, they want to know where the plot in their favorite franchise is going. They get into it, they get attached to the characters. Games are a lot like movies these days. Now many immature kids say "I only play teh multiplayer lol, campaign sux, add me on xbl my name is xXSnipezxBluntzBlazeXx, I pwn noobs." Those are the kids that shouldn't own the game in the first place because they're 13 years old.

4.Kids shouldn't be exposed to this kind of violence!
You're right, they shouldn't, that's why its rated M (17, {should be 18} and up). Maybe you should do the research and stop buying your 11 year old horribly violent games.

5. Video games are getting way too violent, people see whats in them, and then they imitate it in real life!
Really? Because I'm pretty sure "No Russian" emulates the movie Heat, pretty well, where the bank robbers leave the bank, armed to the teeth, gunz a blazin', you know, shooting cops and stuff? Look, this argument is so tired and old. Most video games (especially the Call of Duty series) pay homage to famous movie scenes. The fact of the matter is, there is so much violence in the media, you couldn't possibly point the finger in one direction. We have no control over what other people do, the fact that they snapped, and just happened to play Counter Strike, has nothing to do with whether or not they would have done it.


People are always going to be killing other people, its a sad fact, some just want to feel important, smart and powerful by pointing a finger and saying "That's why it happened! I'm going to do something about it and people are going to praise me for it because I want to help people! Stay tuned for more." but really they're just making themselves look like an ass. The man that attacked the Domodedovo airport killed himself in a suicide bombing.  I don't know all of the details but he was an extremist of sorts, so if he had happened to play MW 2, or if he played Zelda, either way he was going to do something awful regardless whether or not he played a video game.

Tuesday, January 11, 2011

More drawing.

I liked playing with the snow effects on this one. Not too much to say about it content wise, I was just done playing S.T.A.L.K.E.R and felt like drawing something similar. I really want to start drawing scenes from different stories I've written, now THAT would be awesome.

Wednesday, December 22, 2010

The road to Oz,

I just finished this piece about a day ago, well not exactly finished but got far enough so that people can view it. I was messing around with my tablet on a black template, started drawing some lines and pulled this out of it all. Its still very rough but I like the way its coming out. I got the inspiration when I saw a Tron commercial. "Wouldn't that be NEAT?!" I thought, but instead of doing something RIGHT out of Tron, I figured I'd take a different approach. I like doing simple but detailed landscapes and this is the first time I've ever done a city scape.  The lighting was really fun to play with, although I'd like to put more in to give it a more clustered city feel, I didn't want to over kill the neon, it would overshadow the pink which is what I wanted emphasis on in the first place, and besides the dominating pink sign goes with the palette of the picture.

I imagined this was some sort of digital Oz, the yellow brick road paved obsidian and decorated with neon lights.The insignificant passer byes(Spelling?) are for the most part unfazed by its trance or overtly obnoxious advertising strategy. The mood isn't exactly a nice one, although the lights may be pretty, what really is there to look forward to in the phasic city of Oz?
The sign "Buy IT" was a Daft Punk reference, I was listening to "Technologic" at the time.

In the beginning, there was only... TRONSCAPE!

Click to enlarge ;D
I'd like to fix this picture up every now and then but for now I am very satisfied with the way it came out! Merry Christmas!

Wednesday, October 20, 2010

I get this writer's block, it comes as quite a shock...

The gears are busted, once again. For some reason, whenever I start writing a story, I get one page in then I freeze up. It's probably just because everything I write is on the fly, don't think, just write. Maybe I should cut that out- ANYWAY, When I run out of ideas I go to facebook for ideas, I posted a status asking for settings and character names and it was met with surprisingly good feedback, so I hope to turn all of those poosts into stories or use them in some way :)

http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=16fBF3Bgd3M&ob=nb_av2e